Some random thoughts on the last day of 2022
Almost 2 hours left until New Year's Eve. I am extremely empty but sad right now, just like the past 2 months. Things have crazily turned upside down this year, maybe because I was so into Stranger Things that the series found its way from the screen to my real life. Anyway, back to the present, it is totally a mess for me, as I can't get over the "painful" fall and I feel like I will never ever get over it. I have been trying to calm myself, chill out and think about the positive sides of the problem. But everything is so hard for me. For someone who truly enjoys every slice of life and little happiness among humans, my faith in life has gone without my awareness. Scrolling dozens of articles full of images of how crowded people outside are, how happy they are while hanging out with each other, contemplating on their achievements throughout this past year, and how expectantly they are waiting for the countdown to jump into a fresh, prosperous beginning. These all fi
